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Dropped Stitch in Life's Tapestry

by Synaesthesia

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1.
Lately life’s been draggin’ me down pulls my head underwater It’s you that’s makin’ me drown with the words you can’t say to my face You think your dirty little bitchin’ fits are dirty little secrets But you don’t realise honey that the walls have ears You got a problem with me Then I’m all ears And I’m ready to hear I can fucking take it You plant your twisted little caterpillar inside my angel’s head Then you feed and you feed to breed your twisted butterflies I know I’ve wronged her know I’ve hurt her don’t need your theatre masks The face you wear each fucking day reflects the company that you keep You got a problem with me Then I’m all ears And I’m ready to hear I can fucking take it *its not what you think thats wrong you’re right I was a fucking asshole ...but no you just had ...a feeling right* So scratch your nosey itch make hypocrisy your bitch I’ve been wrong yes so wrong but if you feel it call me out Don’t sit behind your keys where you think that I won’t see or hear So take your tearoom fantasy and get the fuck right outta here You got a problem with me Then I’m all ears And I’m ready to hear I can fucking take it
2.
Down on your life well you’re down on your luck It’s the same old conversation lately In front of the mirror in the morning sun You ain’t holdin’ up too well The first thing on your tired mind Is the night you should’ve left behind A tear in your eye liquor stale on your breath Cos you got yourself in such a mess It’s a brand new day To start again It goes the same way Same words to say Just turn the lights on Climb out the wishing well Just set your sights on You got your story to tell Just one voice From the purest of hearts The right choice To read it from the start A dropped stitch in life’s tapestry For the blind man there’s no love to see By touch he reads what is meant to be And he sees the words he believes It’s a brand new day To start again It goes the same way Same words to say A fading smile Old family photograph Walk a while With the scars of your past Every face With its own memory Same old place Will it set me free The way the whispering wind blows A candle in a night so cold Flickers telling tales of old The stories seldom told
3.
A piece of scripture A fortune teller read Lines of literature Written by the dead I can’t draw a sword I won’t saddle up no horse The poet’s written word Tells what I’ve lost The weight of the world Breaks the blind man’s back Hunter without a candle Walks to face the black I have not the strength To carry this cross No beggar man’s wealth Let my soul be lost The peasant cannot be king Not how the story goes But I have not a choice My fate yes this I know Don’t you to bow to me Or kid yourself I see It’s fate that tortures me No messiah soon you’ll see
4.
Cutting me once, cutting me twice Cutting me several times with that same knife But it’s been leavin’, different scars I’ve been greivin’ for the stories of the stars It’s so different, but still the same Same old freedom same conscience back again It got me hurtin’, unable to breath So many teardrops in my eyes and I can’t see I put myself down and you’re twisting the knife I make myself drown still you’re twisting the knife I gave everything you’re still twisting the knife When will you be satisfied I ain’t blamin’, nobody else It’s my fault for playin’ too close to my chest I shouldn’t let it, torture me I gotta learn just to let go let it be I can’t understand it, I’m the only one Who can’t face it can’t take it has gotta run The reason I’m always, down on my luck It’s seeing black it’s turnin’ back don’t give a fuck I put myself down and you’re twisting the knife I make myself drown still you’re twisting the knife I gave everything you’re still twisting the knife When will you be satisfied What would I be like, like everyone else An old discarded book sat on a shelf I don’t like it, I can’t explain Why it always has to turn out this insane Some ain’t content, that I got it rough In their own minds I ain’t suffered quite enough Even each heartbreak, is just the same Like a rerun of a movie yet again I put myself down and you’re twisting the knife I make myself drown still you’re twisting the knife I gave everything you’re still twisting the knife When will you be satisfied
5.
When I spend the days wondering why You echo what’s inside my mind Mirror what’s inside my heart tonight I see myself inside your eyes And you know every word to say To tick the time away tonight So let me take the hurt inside And ride the storm together now Come through the other side somehow Let cold black clouds have silver lines As I write these words to you Same corridors we’re running through Sometimes it hurts The nights get worse Don’t have to run Which way you turn But know I’ll be there and we’ll hold on Sometimes the darkness says a silent word to you and yet no one hears a prayer I don’t have to say a single word to you, you still know what I’m trying to say And I would rather here a single word from you than hear a thousand scriptures read I would give every hour I’m a wake to help fight what is in your head Sometimes it hurts The nights get worse Don’t have to run Which way you turn But know I’ll be there and we’ll hold on
6.
At night, I can’t hold your hand That’s life I can’t understand That’s right dreams are meant to die And that’s why I don’t close my eyes Remember days where I couldn’t forget you Remember sayin’ that I couldn’t let you down again Bring it around again I tried to hear what you said to me tried to cross my heart that I won’t leave But I’m feelin’ down again At night, I can’t hold your hand That’s life I can’t understand That’s right dreams are meant to die And that’s why I don’t close my eyes I always think, think of you somehow Trying to keep my head in the here and now And go around again You tell me tales of summers gone And in my heart it just seems wrong To drag you around again At night, I can’t hold your hand That’s life I can’t understand That’s right dreams are meant to die And that’s why I don’t close my eyes Can’t let myself be untrue Told my head and heart that I loved you Can’t go around again Now all the shit and the just one times Are memories of days that passed us by When I went around again At night, I can’t hold your hand That’s life I can’t understand That’s right dreams are meant to die And that’s why I don’t close my eyes At night, I can’t hold your hand That’s life I can’t understand That’s right dreams are meant to die And that’s why I don’t close my eyes
7.
Black cloud over Colorado It hides the mountain sun From what I've said what do I know I'd gladly see it burn Just a stitch in time Just one more line One more sleepless night Starry skies In your eyes And I'm coming home Cold sun over Scottish water Misty green and blue Witch's journal devil's daughter Reflection might show you Just a heart trapped in a cage Words fading on a page A dreamer's distant gaze The old days Seem Far away Since I've been home Lonely night silent graveyard Rose petals where she lay Distant cries of a lonely guitar Gives more than words can say Fading silver cloud Shadows of her shroud She still sees me somehow As I pray For the old days Take me home
8.
Tryin to get a clear head Lyin’ in a drinking man’s bed And I don’t think I can fight no more When I’m starin’ down an empty glass I’m only tryin’ to drown my past And then she walks right in to save my soul , she said I’ll be there if you wanna talk about it I’ll be there if you say nothin’ at all I’ll be there when all you do is doubt it Until the end I’ll take your hand when you can’t hold it Do right by you when you can’t control it Help you let go when you’re holdin’ on too long Together forever strong So I swore I’d stand up and try Swore no more tears promised no more lies Swore I’d love her till the end of time Until the day I die Cos I ain’t gonna have to drown that past If what’s done is done and that is that If I’ve let go well it can’t come back And I can smile again, because She was there when I had to talk about it She was there when I said nothin’ at all She was there when all I did was doubt it Until the end She took my hand when I couldn’t hold it Did right by me when I couldn’t control it Helped me let go when I was holdin’ on too long Together forever strong
9.
She paints the colours with the eye of her mind Raindrops on a window paint pictures tonight And I’ve often wondered are the colours for me I’ve always loved her now she’s all I can see New candles light my way Sunshine dries the rain The Scores begin to play As she makes it ok She holds my words like scripture, like forgotten verse Words that mean nothing, to anyone else Searching for the moment, for just the right time To not only find her but let her into my life Take this broken heart Take it back to the start Stitch what’s torn apart She’ll make it ok If it’s something from nothing, dreamer’s fantasy She’s standing there waiting, waiting there for me With nothing but a whisper of one caring word A sound in the silence her voice in the dark Angels don’t always wear wings Not every choir sings Its fine to mean different things As she makes it ok

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Written, recorded, mixed and mastered by Colin G Pender

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released October 1, 2018

All music and lyrics written by Colin G Pender

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