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Journey Back to Ascot

by Synaesthesia

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I see a light before me under foreign sky No northern stars console me I come to die I face the night before me through deceiver’s eyes No morning scars to hold me no scripted lies But I’ll get you back I’ll cut you down Your blood spilled black Your spirit drowned I stand alone before you the one to blame No Needle’s eye to hold me or ease my pain I’ll cut your throat I’ll make you write Your suicide note To give me light I want your eyes to see me until the life in you departs My name be on your lips you’re the anger in my heart Oh I’m coming back *open the gates...it’s time I saw you.. in hell*
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Chains of silk, gave wings to my angel in black A touch of magic, gave her a golden halo Chilling breath, sweet senses lead the way She can’t see, but she can feel my wicked smile And through the darkness Of a blindfold in the night Slow moving Hands of satin Follow her Rainbow Hidden power, that she’d never felt before Midnight hour, but my hands struck thirteen Behind the curtains, I’ll show her heaven straight from hell If could reach it, her darkest secret of the night And I just wanted her to be mine A scent one taste so divine A touch once frozen in time A sunrise in her midnight And through the darkness Of a blindfold in the night Slow moving Hands of satin Follow her Rainbow
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She moves like a snake through the shadows From the moment the sun leaves the sky There are men who would kill just to have her So many became lost in her eyes She’s a lady of the night a woman of the town A girl who just likes foolin’ around Lady of the night, woman of the town In the morning she’s nowhere to be found I can feel her iced touch on my skin As I become addicted to her taste No one has loved her as I do A subject of my fantasy She’s a lady of the night a woman of the town A girl who just likes foolin’ around Lady of the night, woman of the town In the morning she’s nowhere to be found I know I won’t see her in the morning When the sun has returned to the sky I know I will see her again At night fall when she passes by She’s a lady of the night a woman of the town A girl who just likes foolin’ around Lady of the night, woman of the town In the morning she’s nowhere to be found
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Candlelight 04:39
So set the table pour the wine I’ll swear again to walk the line Light the candles flames of mine As I try to turn back hands of time I always hurt the people that I care so much about I always let them down fill their hearts so full of doubt Let’s say the words I’ll take the tears And try to let out all the fears Look at my scars they mark the years I’ve prayed to go why am I here I always hurt the people that I care so much about I always let them down fill their hearts so full of doubt My candle in the night’s eternal flame has long burned out The voice I had has gone now and I cannot even shout I feel the guilt I take the pain Another day and do it over again When will the sunshine dry the rain Is it too late am I insane I always hurt the people that I care so much about I always let them down fill their hearts so full of doubt My candle in the night’s eternal flame has long burned out The voice I had has gone now and I cannot even shout Will I always be a prisoner To the hurt inside of me Will I always be a slave To a master I can’t see I always hurt the people that I care so much about I always let them down fill their hearts so full of doubt My candle in the night’s eternal flame has long burned out The voice I had has gone now and I cannot even shout I always hurt the people that I care so much about I always let them down fill their hearts so full of doubt
5.
Freight train comin’ bolt from the blue I got my mind set right on you Big smoke callin’ it’d drive you insane can’t think straight for the haze in my brain Heart break stations I’ve been here before but I can’t place you on the killing floor Shadows all around me and I can’t breathe it’s a nightmare in stone but its the same old dream I set off familiar rail road track ain’t no time for regrets ain’t no turnin’ back Million miles an hour through the street I’m in, in the land of sorrow in the land of sin The devil is callin’ but I am blind love’s tunnel vision or so I find Highway star calls my name out loud life in London’s just a black smoke cloud People doin’ the talkin I can’t hear what they say this life in London ain’t swingin’ my way I’m tryin’ to make a livin’ they said the money’s sweet but it ain’t my style and I’m feelin’ the heat It can’t be fast enough I gotta get outta here sell your soul for nothin’ you got nothin’ to fear London through the looking glass it ain’t what it seems carry the scars of the nightmares street of dreams
6.
Bathroom mirror stranger staring back Cold night shiver all I see is black Cold water trickles to wash away the blood Same cursed blood that took away her love Bloodshot eyes from days of crying in vain Golden liquor just to ease the pain Close the curtain put out the light I don’t think I’ll make it through the night Got a one way ticket last train to the sky Goin’ down that railway but I just can’t get high Lord I’ve been hurtin’ my heart’s been achin’ so bad How can I miss somethin’ that I ain’t never had Scent of perfume mixed with fading cologne Angel’s voice fades from the telephone Broken words they separate the truth Now different worlds that we’re running through Familiar visions that surround this place I can see her figure but I can’t see her face Don’t need no reverend to read my last rights Only the razor to turn out the lights Got a one way ticket last train to the sky Goin’ down that railway but I just can’t get high Lord I’ve been hurtin’ my heart’s been achin’ so bad How can I miss somethin’ that I ain’t never had Got a one way ticket last train to the sky Goin’ down that railway but I just can’t get high Lord I’ve been hurtin’ my heart’s been achin’ so bad How can I miss somethin’ that I ain’t never had
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I wake up And I feel the hurt In your eyes I wasn’t enough Now I’m alone The hours, long and slow I don’t want to feel no more Magic through my veins Now it all feels the same The sound of your voice Echoes in my head Your face a fading picture Echoes in my heart Now I can’t face it Your smile long since faded As I turn and walk right out the door Whisky heals the heart As I let it all fall apart The tears have run dry Only hurt left in my eyes The days they pass With your old photograph And now when I see it I don’t want to believe it How could you leave me with my hurt Now I will go If I could only let you know
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You’ll be outta here quicker, than the holy ghost I don’t feel the hurt just yet, but it’s in the post You might expect to find, that I just turned and ran But I’ll stick around just to show you, I got other plans Don’t say you need me Don’t say that you care Cos I know you’ll leave me And you won’t be there I shoulda seen it coming, like a runaway train I shoulda cut my loses sooner, but love’s a tricky game I didn’t want to own up, admit it to myself I had one thing on my mind, but you had somethin’ else Don’t say you need me Don’t say that you care Cos I know you’ll leave me And you won’t be there Don’t say you need me Don’t say that you care Cos I know you’ll leave me And you won’t be there Don’t say you need me Don’t say that you care Cos I know you’ll leave me And you won’t be there
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released June 16, 2017

All music and lyrics written and arranged by Colin G Pender

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