Journey Back to Ascot

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released June 16, 2017

All music and lyrics written and arranged by Colin G Pender

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Track Name: 2145- A Doorway Back to Hell
I see a light before me under foreign sky
No northern stars console me I come to die
I face the night before me through deceiver’s eyes
No morning scars to hold me no scripted lies

But I’ll get you back
I’ll cut you down
Your blood spilled black
Your spirit drowned

I stand alone before you the one to blame
No Needle’s eye to hold me or ease my pain

I’ll cut your throat
I’ll make you write
Your suicide note
To give me light

I want your eyes to see me until the life in you departs
My name be on your lips you’re the anger in my heart
Oh I’m coming back

*open the gates...it’s time I saw you.. in hell*
Track Name: Communion After Dark
Chains of silk, gave wings to my angel in black
A touch of magic, gave her a golden halo
Chilling breath, sweet senses lead the way
She can’t see, but she can feel my wicked smile

And through the darkness
Of a blindfold in the night
Slow moving
Hands of satin
Follow her
Rainbow

Hidden power, that she’d never felt before
Midnight hour, but my hands struck thirteen
Behind the curtains, I’ll show her heaven straight from hell
If could reach it, her darkest secret of the night

And I just wanted her to be mine
A scent one taste so divine
A touch once frozen in time
A sunrise in her midnight

And through the darkness
Of a blindfold in the night
Slow moving
Hands of satin
Follow her
Rainbow
Track Name: Lady of the Night
She moves like a snake through the shadows
From the moment the sun leaves the sky
There are men who would kill just to have her
So many became lost in her eyes

She’s a lady of the night a woman of the town
A girl who just likes foolin’ around
Lady of the night, woman of the town
In the morning she’s nowhere to be found

I can feel her iced touch on my skin
As I become addicted to her taste
No one has loved her as I do
A subject of my fantasy

She’s a lady of the night a woman of the town
A girl who just likes foolin’ around
Lady of the night, woman of the town
In the morning she’s nowhere to be found

I know I won’t see her in the morning
When the sun has returned to the sky
I know I will see her again
At night fall when she passes by

She’s a lady of the night a woman of the town
A girl who just likes foolin’ around
Lady of the night, woman of the town
In the morning she’s nowhere to be found
Track Name: Candlelight
So set the table pour the wine
I’ll swear again to walk the line
Light the candles flames of mine
As I try to turn back hands of time

I always hurt the people that I care so much about
I always let them down fill their hearts so full of doubt

Let’s say the words I’ll take the tears
And try to let out all the fears
Look at my scars they mark the years
I’ve prayed to go why am I here

I always hurt the people that I care so much about
I always let them down fill their hearts so full of doubt
My candle in the night’s eternal flame has long burned out
The voice I had has gone now and I cannot even shout

I feel the guilt I take the pain
Another day and do it over again
When will the sunshine dry the rain
Is it too late am I insane

I always hurt the people that I care so much about
I always let them down fill their hearts so full of doubt
My candle in the night’s eternal flame has long burned out
The voice I had has gone now and I cannot even shout

Will I always be a prisoner
To the hurt inside of me
Will I always be a slave
To a master I can’t see

I always hurt the people that I care so much about
I always let them down fill their hearts so full of doubt
My candle in the night’s eternal flame has long burned out
The voice I had has gone now and I cannot even shout

I always hurt the people that I care so much about
I always let them down fill their hearts so full of doubt
Track Name: London Through the Looking Glass
Freight train comin’ bolt from the blue I got my mind set right on you
Big smoke callin’ it’d drive you insane can’t think straight for the haze in my brain
Heart break stations I’ve been here before but I can’t place you on the killing floor
Shadows all around me and I can’t breathe it’s a nightmare in stone but its the same old dream


I set off familiar rail road track ain’t no time for regrets ain’t no turnin’ back
Million miles an hour through the street I’m in, in the land of sorrow in the land of sin
The devil is callin’ but I am blind love’s tunnel vision or so I find
Highway star calls my name out loud life in London’s just a black smoke cloud


People doin’ the talkin I can’t hear what they say this life in London ain’t swingin’ my way
I’m tryin’ to make a livin’ they said the money’s sweet but it ain’t my style and I’m feelin’ the heat
It can’t be fast enough I gotta get outta here sell your soul for nothin’ you got nothin’ to fear
London through the looking glass it ain’t what it seems carry the scars of the nightmares street of dreams
Track Name: Last Train to the Sky
Bathroom mirror stranger staring back
Cold night shiver all I see is black
Cold water trickles to wash away the blood
Same cursed blood that took away her love
Bloodshot eyes from days of crying in vain
Golden liquor just to ease the pain
Close the curtain put out the light
I don’t think I’ll make it through the night

Got a one way ticket last train to the sky
Goin’ down that railway but I just can’t get high
Lord I’ve been hurtin’ my heart’s been achin’ so bad
How can I miss somethin’ that I ain’t never had


Scent of perfume mixed with fading cologne
Angel’s voice fades from the telephone
Broken words they separate the truth
Now different worlds that we’re running through
Familiar visions that surround this place
I can see her figure but I can’t see her face
Don’t need no reverend to read my last rights
Only the razor to turn out the lights

Got a one way ticket last train to the sky
Goin’ down that railway but I just can’t get high
Lord I’ve been hurtin’ my heart’s been achin’ so bad
How can I miss somethin’ that I ain’t never had


Got a one way ticket last train to the sky
Goin’ down that railway but I just can’t get high
Lord I’ve been hurtin’ my heart’s been achin’ so bad
How can I miss somethin’ that I ain’t never had
Track Name: Watchmaker, Wishmaster
Superficial angel
Sitting on your throne
Your poison halo
My flesh and bone
You think that your words
Are magic spells
You think I can just
Shut out this hell

You won’t make more scars
You’re not a switchblade knife
What gives the right to you to call my life
The cogs inside your skull
That turn your hands of time
They’re not a looking glass into my mind

Politician princess
Weaving your web
Your will be done
Leave me for dead
You play your numbers
From one to twelve
But my thirteen’s magic
This eye can tell

Come down from your high horse
Look me in the eye
Come face me one on one fight for your life
You think you snap your fingers
And your will is done
But it’s just you and me and I won’t run

There ain’t no cure, for the heartache and pain that I feel
No magic potion, to help me to heal
Your time piece of evil, ticks my life away
And your words are the razor, let pain light the way

No judge no jury
To hear my plea
Your conscience tells you
You see what I see
Well if you felt my sickness
You wouldn’t last a day
Your everlasting smile
Forever washed away

And if you ever felt it
The pain in my heart
And how I spend each waking moment torn apart
If you’re so quick to condemn me
Have me crucified
I pray one day you’ll see it through my eyes
Track Name: Leave Your Heart Behind
I wake up
And I feel the hurt
In your eyes
I wasn’t enough
Now I’m alone
The hours, long and slow
I don’t want to feel no more

Magic through my veins
Now it all feels the same

The sound of your voice
Echoes in my head
Your face a fading picture
Echoes in my heart
Now I can’t face it
Your smile long since faded
As I turn and walk right out the door

Whisky heals the heart
As I let it all fall apart

The tears have run dry
Only hurt left in my eyes
The days they pass
With your old photograph
And now when I see it
I don’t want to believe it
How could you leave me with my hurt

Now I will go
If I could only let you know
Track Name: Don't Say You Need Me
You’ll be outta here quicker, than the holy ghost
I don’t feel the hurt just yet, but it’s in the post
You might expect to find, that I just turned and ran
But I’ll stick around just to show you, I got other plans


Don’t say you need me
Don’t say that you care
Cos I know you’ll leave me
And you won’t be there


I shoulda seen it coming, like a runaway train
I shoulda cut my loses sooner, but love’s a tricky game
I didn’t want to own up, admit it to myself
I had one thing on my mind, but you had somethin’ else



Don’t say you need me
Don’t say that you care
Cos I know you’ll leave me
And you won’t be there

Don’t say you need me
Don’t say that you care
Cos I know you’ll leave me
And you won’t be there

Don’t say you need me
Don’t say that you care
Cos I know you’ll leave me
And you won’t be there